Saturday, December 19, 2009
astghaaa .. karangan bdk UPSR . so histerical I hv to share it ! READ ! :D
0 comments Posted by DeanLuphTheSky =) at 10:45 PMPagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip.. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.
Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya.. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.
Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit “Adoi!”. Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.
Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah... Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting
Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu...
Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu.. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam.. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit “Adoi..!” dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak saya menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.
Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.
Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati..
Friday, December 18, 2009
HOLY CROW !! hell hell hell ! damn hell on earth ! why why why ??! Aj's right , of all the dates .. why CHRISTMAS EVE liao ??! I really hate this . when I'm going for the annual christmas gathering at my grandma's hse [on my dad's side obviously cuz they're all christians, mostly] . they're gonna be like "mcm mna lha result kw ? ok lha ? spa suru kw xbljr btl2" .. aihhh .. shit ow . damn it ! i'd really do NOT want to see their faces with the serves-u-right or ur-so-lazy looks . and if i get the expression of dissapointment what lha knun i will do .. surely cutting my wrist soon after that or drown myself in the bath tub . again shit ow .. my face is gonna be so fucked up bitter when all the relatives phone my mom just to know what I got 'cause it's so important . the part that I hate the most is they'll be thinking "i thought she's one of the smart kid" or "knpa bgtu rndh?" .. the bar is raised so high on me since my UPSR result was really good . and the devastating look on my parents' face not to mention .. i couldn't bear them all so pls help me God .. they're going to be so angry at me since i .. well .. didn't study as hard as possible till my brain explodes & my ass cramps . why why why ?! the last thing I want is for ppl nosing up my business .. pls don't mind me . The worst part for sure is of course, the old comparison thingy . i'll be compared to ALL of my cousins who are older than me . the sentences "kw tgk bh cousins kw yg len, pndai .. bkn mcm kw" would probably come out from my parents' mouth . i hate to hear that . I mean c'mon .. i'm the one with the fucking results .. i should be more dissapointed than them . i'm way more depressed than they are about MY results . emphasizing MYMYMY results . I just hope that i get the results good enough so that everyone just shut the hell up about my life & move on with their lives . I hope that i can sleep all the way through December & wakes up when PMR result is yesterday's news & gossips . I am very much depressed right now . so I'm going to bang my head with my fist till i'm asleep . later ~ oh yeah .. i almost forgot .. Hye =)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Hey peeps ! woaa .. it's been a long time isn't it ? missed my blog oh so much but i'm sort of busy & lazy to write .. i just got the mood . hahaha . anyway , hollies are almost over .. not in a few weeks but yes it's almost over . i thought about dieting before but i'm too lazy to even plan one . i mean c'mon .. who can resist food especially when ur mom cooks a lot . and it's not good to waste food ! hahahhaha ! LOL . i gained 3kg during the hollies & i'm freaking out . maybe i should just eat nestum for the whole month so i could lose a lot of weight but it's pointless anyway cuz there's always the 'yoyo effect' . that means that whatever u lose .. u gain back . stupid . i've been fat for almost 3 years now . & u know what .. i'm overweight . i'm not dealing with it quite right but i'm still freakin trying . hahha . when i was 12, i weighted 36kg .. i'm almost a bone . then when i was in form 1 , it's 45kg . form 2 ? it's 55kg . i gained 10kg each year !! how INSANE is that ?????!!! form 3 ??? count lha .. mad isn't it ??? u know .. this scares me .. the weight i'm gaining & writing this post down .. gosh .. i'm dead serious . what if one day i wake up & i barely can move my body . what a horrifying thought ! i'm gonna start dieting tomorrow . burn up the fats & lose some weight .. tataa rice & meat , hello oat meals & veges .. but i'm not gonna be anorexic or bulimic .. that's just crazy . hahaha ! i'll stop my diet if i reach 50kg . hahaha . my mom's weight .. anyway . i was thinking about cutting my hair short but i don't know .. i wanna grow my hair really long like Taylor's hair but I wanna try something different . experimenting with cute bobs .. i really can't decide .. i miss long hair . my current hair is medium length .. it's not sleek straight . more like wavy straight but i love it .. i think i'm never going to re-bond my hair cuz i don't want to lose the natural waves & messy qualities of it . coloring hair is something that is impossible for me to do . one tip i always do after i wash my hair is combing my hair using only my fingertips . when it's dry , the waves & messy qualities kick in . exactly what i aim for . haahaha . LOL . & guess what .. if i really want a straight-straight hair .. i'll blow dry it using only fingertips instead of a comb .. it works way better & more natural than using the hair straightener . oh yeah ! i don't use the flat & straight comb . i'd prefer the round one .. it's great for wavy hair .. haha .. my dream hair is Taylor's hair . not the color just the cut . Kristen's hair is sort of cool in its own way~ in class i like to analyze ppl's hair but they just don't realize .. hehe . personally, i like my friends Ap & Aj's hair .. well Ap for the smoothness of course & Aj for the length & thickness .. luscious . hahaha . If u happen to know them , pls shut up . hahahaha ! anyway , i've got to go .. checking my Facebook . so catch u later bloggie ! :D
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
g'day world ! i didn't go to school today bcuz i ate something that my bro cooked last night & it's driving my tummy crazy . HELL ! anyway .. not many people know this but i am a compulsive crap writer .. well what i write r not totally craps[some of them , yes] .. they're just some lyrics , poetries , stories & etc [oh yah ! & also a crappy blogger] .. i like to use the word 'crappy' a lot don't i ? .. i started to have this writing 'habit' since i was 12 . probably bcuz i was getting mature & lots of things revolved around my life at the moment so i thought writing craps are the best way to express what i feel . the habit grew & grew more back then .. & is growing until now .. but lately i've been ignoring the notebooks . the main reason is bcuz i blog a lot lately .. see ? if not on papers , it'll be on the comp . LOL . i'm embarassed to let ppl read them but i've let some of my close friends read them . i think[& know] they thought the words were some squirrelshit . hahahha ! cuz i think they are too !:D maybe someday i'll even post a couple of lyrics on my bloggie .. ^^ [& please don't gimme harsh comments cuz i know they're already bad so just keep ur mouth shut] .. but there's no harm in getting to know what ppl think about them . i'm just curious ... gv me some feedbacks if u think it's 'ok' . haha . just not now .. i'm not quite ready . LOL . ahhh .. i hate school so much right now ! it's boring & i hv nothing to do in the class .. probably bcuz i still haven't work things out with some ppl quite yet . hee ~ so i'm kinda lonely but i don't care much anymore . i'm moving to Maktab Sabah with my bestie Farah ! yayyay !! literally , Maktab Sabah is my 2nd choice after my 'dream' school bcuz i get to school with my bestie ! .. my dad said that my dream school is just a poser school . a school for lazy ppl who don't wanna work things out by themselves & think that money can buy education .. even my current school's achievements r higher than the school[impossible right ? regular school beats private school] . Stella Maris is a good school but i don't like it . never did . the atmosphere is just not right for me . i've tried , believe me i have TRIED to cope but it was all just a false pretend . ppl bought it that i fit in .. but the fact is i don't . every single day i forced myself to school convincing that 2moro's gonna be better .well it doesn't . it's gotten worse & worse . ahhh .. love it hate it , ur choice but i'll go for hate . ^^ .. i haven't shower yet so i'll be out for now . bye bloggie !
Monday, October 26, 2009
i'm almost 15 .. well technically i'm gonna be 15 from 11th november 09 till 10 . :) . but still i'm in form 3 so i'm labelled as a 15 years old lady . haha . anyway , i came across this really beautiful song by Taylor on Facebook . i adore the song since last year bcuz the lyrics were beautiful & inspiring . when the video came out i love the song even more .. i just watched it .. it's so beautifully made that i cried bcuz my heart was touched the first time i saw it .. the lyrics .. the melody .. the expressions of feelings were just too beautiful .. no perfect words can even describe it truly .. i'm sad that my age of 15 is almost over .. ahhh .. i wish i could repeat it & bring back the good memories . well , i wanna share it with the rest of the world . i'm adding the lyrics & paste the video link cuz i'm unable to upload it . to me it has sentimental values .. i bolded some of the lyrics which meant the most to me ..
http://www.cmt.com/videos/taylor-swift/443998/fifteen.jhtml
http://www.cmt.com/videos/taylor-swift/443998/fifteen.jhtml
Fifteen by Taylor Swift
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen
Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the door ...
Credits to Ellisa Jolly for introducing the video on Facebook : )
[i came across it though]
Hey blogblog & the rest of the world . today's a VERY fun day . i hung out wif my cuzzies & their families . there were my family , eqa's , naja's & audra's .. haha . mmg byk lha ! we went to bowl at CPS Bowl .. the girls only played one game but yg boys tuh pnya lha brabis main .. hoho . tongok . anyway .. after that eqa , naja , audra & i went to watch a movie . since there was no horror movie available we decided[i decided . hehe] to watch 'Papadom' instead cuz we're running out of time .. mmg bez lha movie tuh .. so funny !! haha .. but also very heart-touching too . got this one story i want to share .. mmg lwk abis lha for me . in the movie 'Papadom' tuh hv a few father-daughter love scenes that were very heart-touching .. & get this .. adakah durank eqa , naja & audra nangis ! ahahhahaha !!! sentimental beb ! sy feeling2 pn tdk lha smpi cwy2 . hehe .. so i guess i'm the WINNER !! big fat winner knun ne bh .. actually i did shed some tears but durank xtw so sy diam2 ja lha .. hehehe .. i love this day so much !! pnya main enjoy wif cuzzies .. mmg brabiz lha .. even when i called eqa td , we can't stop talking about it ! it was just so much fun . :D i thought naja would be the most quite among all of us but i was so wrong ! best lha crita ngan dya .. bsing like all of us ! hahahaha ! our moms & dads pla lepak sna Secret Recipe tunggu kmi jln2 & tgk wayang .. durank pn bkn mw stop crita .. don't know about what but at least they're enjoying themselves too . haha . the boys idk where durank pg but idc . aih ! nothing could really describe ow betapa syioknya ne hari ! ahhahahahaha ! d best part that is yet to come is , we're gonna do it again next weekend ! yay !n but naja's mum & dad pg KL but my mum said we could pick her up . :) . as for eqa , dya okeh ja bh like always . hehe . i'm not sure about audra but i hope she can too ! but then CP mw ttup sua so tpksa lha kmi chow .. huhu . sad part ne bh .. =( after durank suma blk sua , my mum bw jln lg for a while pg cari kasut d Warisan .. we went to Sembonia & she bought black peep-toes with heels which kill my sight cuz they're so hot weh .. hahaha ! yg part best tuh i got to buy too ! [YAY] . so i picked up a pair of white sandals . bohemian style so i love it a lot . A LOT . i don't know why but today , almost all my ladyness came out .. i am girly . haha ! but beware , i can be a tomboy too . there are times when i prefer a tee , jeans & sneakers but there are also times when i prefer dresses , leggings & a pair of heels . yeah i'm weird but all i care about is being me & nobody else . idc if ppl call me girly or tomboy cuz both are me . it's up to them to judge me cuz that's what they think of me . but what they think of me is not really my style to even know & care . hahaha ! ahh .. what a day it's been .. btw i'm not going to school 2mrow cuz tlmpaw sloth kn me . lg pn after PMR got no activities d scul .. bcrita ja lha . yg lwtn tuh suma pn next week so i got this feeling it's gonna be a boring week . Thank God 2mro morning c cuzy eqa mw dtg rmh cuz dya pn mls pg scul .. exam's over so who cares about going to school anyway ??! haha . sekutu kn kmi .. bpakat xmw dtg scul . esok we're gonna be alone at home ! yay . blh lepak2 tanpa gangguan . hoho . but i hv to wake up early sbb mum dya mw hntr pkul 7 pagi gitu . her mum is going to work kn , so that's the only time she can drive her to my place .. adoiiii .. tpksa bgn awl . i hate ! tp xpa lha . :) ahh .. i hv chores to do . tgh2 mlm pn kna suruh cuci piring lg . i hate dish-washing .. nway , gotta go now . Goodnight world !
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Morning world ! i'm kind of bored right now .. i'm going out later wif my cuzzies & aunties .. it's family bonding time . i told u already ! my family , eqa's family & audra's family are going out .. first time ne bh jln2 altogether like this . it'll be interesting .. haha ! i wanna talk about last night .. ok , i didn't get to blog last night cuz i was so tired .. there's this annual dinner that we had to go .. it was boring ! capital 'B' man !! old ppl's dinner .. i think i'm the only teenage girl there .. aihhh .. i've learned my lesson .. next time , i don't want to take part in any kind of activities like that .. hehe . btw , i've told my dad about the school but he's distracted cuz a football match was playing last night . kcaw ow ! all my bro pnya psl .. haha . he didn't get the chance to read the brochure .. he was too sleepy that time so bad timing lha Dean !! whahahaha !! wow .. that's weird . i just called myself Dean .. i'm used to my pet name , 'Comel' better ! .. hehe .. bad timing lha Comel !! haha .. anyway , i bought this really pretty dress .. ahhh ! it's so cute & comfy . that's my opinion .. LOL . but i hv to wear jeans or tights underneath cuz my mum won't let me dress like that . well , i just listen to her lha .. she's the boss . haha ! & i hv to wear something that will cover my upper body part too .. this one is my choice cuz i'm not used wearing something like that without a caplet or jacket or something .. it feels naked .. & i HATE that !!! i just washed the dishes btw so my hands r as rough & dry as cement surface .. hahaha ! pnya main byk the dishes .. blh jd gunung sudah . wkakaka . but it's one of my chores bcuz we don't have a maid for a while . it's just for temporary though .. she quitted for some personal reasons . family that is .. haha ! anyway , i wanna watch tv now . so bye2 bloggie ! ahahaha . :D
Saturday, October 24, 2009
hey bloggie & hello world ! ahhh .. it's 8 mins to 12.30am .. Thank God that tomorrow's the weekend & i can sleep as late as i want to .. i just downloaded a song by Zee Avi entitled 'Just you and me' .. i love it so much that i've added it into my blog .. listen to it .. so catchy .. my latest obsession is the songs of Zee Avi . her music is sort of like Norah Jones' which i listen to most of the day . i don't know why but i love old people's kind of tunes such as jazz , soul , country & etc .. but i still like brand new tunes though , just to fit in the teenage interest . haha .. i think her first debut is the song "bitter heart" which is currently popular in the local music scene . i was surprised by the fact that she's from Borneo . yet she's famous in the US . it's all bcuz of her YouTube channel . wow .. u can really get famous just by uploading ur vids on the net even if u live in a place that is as small as Borneo .. that is if u hv the guts though . as for me , that is something that i'm terrified to do .. picture this , ur singing a song & is watched by millions of peeps around the world . that's insanely brave ! for me lha .. don't know how u guys picture it .. anyway , my cuzzy invites me to go out tomorrow .. pg mna ? pg cp lha .. blk2 tuh tmpt . i'm so sick of it ! damn sick . mcm tiada tmpt lain mw pg . but still , at least i'll get to 'wash' my eyes with pretty things that u can find in the shops .. honestly i'm not in the mood to go out any time soon bcuz i'm a little bit [TOO] nervous to ask my folks about the school i dream about day & night .. what ever .. but on sunday , for sure i'll go out bcuz it's family bonding time .. my mum wants to take us to go bowling . just last week i bowled with my cuzzy .. i wanna go see a movie ! got this one movie that seems interesting to watch . at least that's what the newspapers said .. it's called 'Sorority Row' . some of my friends already watched it .. they said it's thrilling . & i'm a sucker for thriller movies .. so what the hec . ahhh .. it's 12.50 & i think i'm going to offline . there's a thriller movie playing on Astro . 'Rest Stop:don't look back' or something . bye for now . Good night world !
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
*yawn* i'm so snoozy .. haha . anyway , hello ! today i don't really hv a definite topic [yes i do !] . well , lately i've been thinking a lot . & i mean ALL THE TIME about school options for next year . so sick of my current school with all the craps that are going on .. haha ! since i decided not to take science stream i'll go for arts & literature .. btw , do u realize that after PMR's over i always blog about school & education ??? that's weird . before , i didn't really care u know .. i never thought it'll be this confusing . hmmm .. ok , got this one school that i'm looking forward to attend & i would absolutely kill to get in!! [in metaphore] . haha ! but the fees are very expensive[i dropped my jaw dude !] .. ahh .. i'll ask my folks about it later when the time's right cuz i really want to do well in my SPM 2 years from now . i'm not looking forward to make friends if i'm able to transfer school[i can socialize but only with a few ppl] .. i just want to redeem myself back in my studies .. since i didn't do my very best in PMR .. regret it so much owwwwww !!! cwy cwy .. i just drank nescafe btw so my sleepiness is gone for now .. hmm .. i'm not going to mention what school cuz it's embarassing if i couldn't get in .. only a small group of friends know this .. i like the school a lot cuz it's english-oriented . i'm quite well in english but not that excellent compared to my classmate Grace who is like a twinkie a.k.a banana type of asian . & remember .. i make grammar ERRORS a lot .. oh yah ! a twinkie is a person who's asian on the outside but white in the inside .. u know what i mean when i say 'white' right .. anyway the fees .. ahhhh .. the fees are in 4 digit sum .. but u can apply for scholarships . i won't get it btw cuz the scholarships are only for straight A's ppl . hahaha ! i'm such a dummie . i 'm not sure if my parents would allow me anyway but do pray for me ! haha . i think that's all i have to blog about now .. oh yah ! if u want to know what school i'm talking about , check out the short vid below .. [actually this is my first attempt to upload vid to my bloggie so i'm sorry that it sucks !] HAHAHAHAHA !!
just wanna see what the vid looks like on my blog .. teehee !!! ^^
just wanna see what the vid looks like on my blog .. teehee !!! ^^
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
hey blogblog ! i'm here again .. it's 11.04pm[20/10] & as always i'm pretty bored . PMR's over so i feel weird about not studying for a test or so .. never mind , i'm relieved it's over ! phew .. i'm not sure what i'm going to write today so let's just go with the flow .. nothing exciting really happened to me today .. so is everyday of my life . now u know how plain & suck my life is .. try switching place with me for a change & i'll bet my life u'll shoot ur head . LOL ! okay .. so that was over dramatic . haha . today i realized something . i hv a thing for japanese comics . just today , i read 6 of them . i like to buy them bcuz of the cute factor .. now i just can't stop reading them . soon i'll go broke ! well .. what the hec .. i hv nothing else to buy anyway .. so i better spend my money into something that i enjoy .. hahaha ! but got this kinda PG18 comic ..
with the kissing & etc .. AND ETC ! stupid . but it's the FUNNIEST !! hahaha .
5 different love stories in one thick comic book . worth buying .. wuuuuuuurthh buying . hahahha ! anyway .. i'm kinda depressed right now so i'm gonna check out some nigahiga vids for now . c u 2mro bloggie ! :D
Hey bloggie . and not forgetting , HELLO world ! first let me write the MOST important thing i need to figure out right now . which stream i'm gonna get into . ok , so 'social science stream' is UNavailable . sucky OH ! no school offers that stream .. that web i checked out must be a bluff . sot . one day , i was at the counseling room with a group of friends bcuz Mrs. Li[school's counselor] asked us to re-arrange , re-decorate & clean the room . it looked like HELL !! seriously , i'm not exaggerating . phew ! what a day it was ! actually i didn't quite helped out with the cleaning . all i did was stood there talking .. PMR's over so what do i care *sigh* . meanwhile , i got the chance to ask the teacher about form 4 streams .. she then told me that if i wanted to be a lawyer , the most accurate choice for me is the Arts & Literature Stream .. then i said "isn't it Science stream ? " , she said " well u can pick that one too but u'll be learning something that is not in your career field & remember , Literature & History r very important . they don't really care about science .. just the basic " & she went on and on and on . she's right though . why would i choose stream that is not right for me ? i know my limit ok . i can't cope with add maths . it's too hard . i'm gonna crash my head . Anyway, i'm thinking about moving school . if that can happen[pray pray !] . i'm the kind of person who gets easily bored by an environment so i want to switch views for a change . who knows , there's much more possibilities for me out there . to learn is to travel . HAHA ! but i don't know what school is the best for my stream yet . i just hope i wouldn't be a total major loser. almost is quite acceptable though ! . LOL !
Okay , moving on ! second is about my getting-suckish-by-the-day social life . you know that i'm in a difficult situation ryt now . today[19/10] i went to school . ignoring them as always . Nat was absent so i was left alone this time & suprisingly , for the first time in my life i felt being alone was ... comforting ! i don't know why but it's like i can't feel anything today . & no i'm not taking drugs except for paracetamol [if u call that a kind of drug]. i guess that's what ppl call growing up or something like that . i was calm & collected .. it seemed like everything is starting to fall into places again . from 1st period until recess , i was completely lonely although there are ppl beside me .. so i decided to read this really captivating book from a friend . it's called 'Bounce' by Natasha Friend[not my friend, Natasha K. alright] . then after recess Mal , started to talk to me about her friendship worries & bunny joined . that's the moment where we started to mingle with each other again . & now i can finally befriends her again bcuz she settled things up with Nat . after that it was the both of us only . i decided to talk to her about my problems , about what i felt all this time & she did too . we really opened up to each other & i was glad that we're fine . but there r still things to solve with other ppl . now that's left is charm & ping pong .. 2mro i'm gonna talk to charm .. i found out that she ignored me cuz she thinks i was ignoring her . i was really giving her space though & wasn't she's on ping pong's side all this time . oh yah ! now i remember , i was chit chatting with mal when suddenly c ping pong tried to drag her away from me again . that idiot ! she thinks i don't realize that .?! while we talked , all of a sudden she asked why i was quite isolated lately . IS she BLIND ?? wth ? i am mad at you fool ! i know that she only said that bcuz she wanted somenone to give attention to her since mal was paying attention to me at the moment . friend snatcher !! stupid . i swear that i won't forgive her .. not until she admits her wrongs , says sorry to nat & not to repeat her mistakes over & over again like she always did before . i'm sick of her attitude . i'm growing up & seems lke she's having a hard time doing so . she's very dependent to ppl . well i won't be one anymore cuz in the end .. trust me on this .. the ONLY person u can count on is yourself . friends come & go but independent is immortal baby . LOL ! i'm crapping ryt ? btw , i gotta go . so sleepy already . gudnight bloggie . i promise to visit u again 2mro ! :D
Okay , moving on ! second is about my getting-suckish-by-the-day social life . you know that i'm in a difficult situation ryt now . today[19/10] i went to school . ignoring them as always . Nat was absent so i was left alone this time & suprisingly , for the first time in my life i felt being alone was ... comforting ! i don't know why but it's like i can't feel anything today . & no i'm not taking drugs except for paracetamol [if u call that a kind of drug]. i guess that's what ppl call growing up or something like that . i was calm & collected .. it seemed like everything is starting to fall into places again . from 1st period until recess , i was completely lonely although there are ppl beside me .. so i decided to read this really captivating book from a friend . it's called 'Bounce' by Natasha Friend[not my friend, Natasha K. alright] . then after recess Mal , started to talk to me about her friendship worries & bunny joined . that's the moment where we started to mingle with each other again . & now i can finally befriends her again bcuz she settled things up with Nat . after that it was the both of us only . i decided to talk to her about my problems , about what i felt all this time & she did too . we really opened up to each other & i was glad that we're fine . but there r still things to solve with other ppl . now that's left is charm & ping pong .. 2mro i'm gonna talk to charm .. i found out that she ignored me cuz she thinks i was ignoring her . i was really giving her space though & wasn't she's on ping pong's side all this time . oh yah ! now i remember , i was chit chatting with mal when suddenly c ping pong tried to drag her away from me again . that idiot ! she thinks i don't realize that .?! while we talked , all of a sudden she asked why i was quite isolated lately . IS she BLIND ?? wth ? i am mad at you fool ! i know that she only said that bcuz she wanted somenone to give attention to her since mal was paying attention to me at the moment . friend snatcher !! stupid . i swear that i won't forgive her .. not until she admits her wrongs , says sorry to nat & not to repeat her mistakes over & over again like she always did before . i'm sick of her attitude . i'm growing up & seems lke she's having a hard time doing so . she's very dependent to ppl . well i won't be one anymore cuz in the end .. trust me on this .. the ONLY person u can count on is yourself . friends come & go but independent is immortal baby . LOL ! i'm crapping ryt ? btw , i gotta go . so sleepy already . gudnight bloggie . i promise to visit u again 2mro ! :D
Sunday, October 18, 2009
it's 2.36pm & i still don't shower yet . hahaha ! i'm at my cuzzy's hse & yes i'm sleeping over . it's just that i'm freakin lonely & bored at home .. i hate being the only daughter . aaaargh ! anyway there's something i like to share with ya guys ! EVERYBODY knows the youtube web ryt ? if u don't , i bet u've never USED the internet . hhe ! i'm currently adddicted to this really awesome channel . the AWESOMEST[if thre's such word] ever known to man ! hahaha . & of coz it's the NIGAHIGA CHANNEL ! Ryan Higa is extremely a cute hottie !! he's such an adorable american-japanese guy ! did i mention he's living in Hawaii ? but too bad he's already taken by tarynn nago . his co-star in his funny vids . he's 19 btw . LOL ! u should check out his channel . it's crazy stuff ~ bullcrap kind of humour . he got dz stupid mimics of face u've ever seen . so 'selamba' but yet hyper . haha . my favourites are "how to be emo" , "why chris brown beat rihanna" , "the shamwoohoo" , "off the pill-farts" , "rant on asian drama" & many more ! all are my favourites but i can't type them all right here now . juz check out his channel . oh yah ! don't forget "a message to all haters" . "word of the day-pwned" & "movie in minutes-twilight" . they're hardcore funn-ayyyy !! nway , i gotta go now peeps . i wna take a shower cuz i'm super stinky . hha ! teehee !![nigahiga style]
p/s: did u know that he has over 1 million subscribers & is officially declared the no.1 channel on youtube . he beats them all ! hahahaha !
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
hey bloggie ! it's 5 mins to 9pm & i'm terribly bored so i decide to visit u once again . aahhh .. finally i can actively write crappy posts on my blog . so PMR's over already & i'm having one of those times where i have to choose between life & death .. LOL ! [over reacting] . =D . it's not really about it actually , i'm just testing my knowledge in metaphores .. hahaha ! anyway, 
it's about what stream i'm going to enter . don't really know actually cuz my ambition changes A LOT ! at first i wanted to an animal saviour such as vet, wildlife biologist & the like but since i know that i'm stupid ... i changed it. seriously, c'mon .. i suck in maths . then it has additional maths too ? my life is gonna be over . T_T . i changed my ambition into a culinary chef or a baker cuz that's the next thing i love .. but i'm having 2nd thoughts to take or to not take it .. cuz u know .. a career like that is not so ever lasting .. u have to take many risks but even that doesn't assure if ur gonna succeed or not . see .. it's a not so convincing job & the pay is kind of low .. HAHA ! i refuse to be a malaysian culinary chef ! =D LOL ~ .. anyway, the real reason why i don't even want that anymore is bcuz of my dad .. he said it's not that vocational's a bad stream but in the future it'll leave u with nothing .. empty pockets .. huhhhh . he's right . i need to get real ! he opted for lawyer .. u know , the kind of job that defends rights & so but if somebody's not happy with u , BANG BANG ! goes the bullet & into ur head .. or heart .. or kidney but that's not the point .. hmmm.. when he told me that i should be one bcuz he doesn't want my english language to be wasted .. i get to thinking .. he's right . why should i go for streams that have subjects which i'm terrible at . i'm not saying that i'm excellent in english . i still have things to learn & i make grammar ERRORS but .. it is my best subject. and who cares a damn about somebody being good in english . it's so common nowadays ! .but c'mon .. lawyer ? defending human & etc rights .. ? even my rights r buried at the bottom of the sea .. how can i really convince someone else that they can trust me ?? @_@ . HAHAHAHA ! stupid . but it is the best choice for me , YET ~ . if i go for science stream , i really suck in maths . the worst of it all is it has additional maths too ! how the hell am i going to cope with that . urrgghhhh ....... then vocational stream ? i might as well say that i have no future .! culinary & bakery are tempting but tourism ? beauty subject & all that .i DON'T want that . eeeww .. haih .. it's all my fault . if i work harder on my PMR none of this would happen . a message to all of u youngsters out there . do well in ur PMR & u'll get a bright future . cuz my future is flickering like a broken bulb or something .. hmm .. i think social science stream[my current school doesn't have this one so i'm moving away & i want to get into a boarding school] is the best for me . it ain't got no add maths or effective subjects like biology, physics , chemistry .. it has about 8 subject excluding PJK .. the core subjects are BM, BI, Maths[basic], science[basic], sejarah & yes PJK . the effective subjects are PSV & Tasawwur Islam[this is really good] . see .. it ain't that hard . the stream is specialized for people interested in History, Psychology, Law, Language, Literature & get this .. Music ! LOL ~ u can go to this site http://www.sabah.net.my/arif/tawaran.htm . got the info there . anyway, im going to do some facebook-ing now .. i miss my Society Pet game ! tataa .. tehee !![nigahiga style]
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it's about what stream i'm going to enter . don't really know actually cuz my ambition changes A LOT ! at first i wanted to an animal saviour such as vet, wildlife biologist & the like but since i know that i'm stupid ... i changed it. seriously, c'mon .. i suck in maths . then it has additional maths too ? my life is gonna be over . T_T . i changed my ambition into a culinary chef or a baker cuz that's the next thing i love .. but i'm having 2nd thoughts to take or to not take it .. cuz u know .. a career like that is not so ever lasting .. u have to take many risks but even that doesn't assure if ur gonna succeed or not . see .. it's a not so convincing job & the pay is kind of low .. HAHA ! i refuse to be a malaysian culinary chef ! =D LOL ~ .. anyway, the real reason why i don't even want that anymore is bcuz of my dad .. he said it's not that vocational's a bad stream but in the future it'll leave u with nothing .. empty pockets .. huhhhh . he's right . i need to get real ! he opted for lawyer .. u know , the kind of job that defends rights & so but if somebody's not happy with u , BANG BANG ! goes the bullet & into ur head .. or heart .. or kidney but that's not the point .. hmmm.. when he told me that i should be one bcuz he doesn't want my english language to be wasted .. i get to thinking .. he's right . why should i go for streams that have subjects which i'm terrible at . i'm not saying that i'm excellent in english . i still have things to learn & i make grammar ERRORS but .. it is my best subject. and who cares a damn about somebody being good in english . it's so common nowadays ! .but c'mon .. lawyer ? defending human & etc rights .. ? even my rights r buried at the bottom of the sea .. how can i really convince someone else that they can trust me ?? @_@ . HAHAHAHA ! stupid . but it is the best choice for me , YET ~ . if i go for science stream , i really suck in maths . the worst of it all is it has additional maths too ! how the hell am i going to cope with that . urrgghhhh ....... then vocational stream ? i might as well say that i have no future .! culinary & bakery are tempting but tourism ? beauty subject & all that .i DON'T want that . eeeww .. haih .. it's all my fault . if i work harder on my PMR none of this would happen . a message to all of u youngsters out there . do well in ur PMR & u'll get a bright future . cuz my future is flickering like a broken bulb or something .. hmm .. i think social science stream[my current school doesn't have this one so i'm moving away & i want to get into a boarding school] is the best for me . it ain't got no add maths or effective subjects like biology, physics , chemistry .. it has about 8 subject excluding PJK .. the core subjects are BM, BI, Maths[basic], science[basic], sejarah & yes PJK . the effective subjects are PSV & Tasawwur Islam[this is really good] . see .. it ain't that hard . the stream is specialized for people interested in History, Psychology, Law, Language, Literature & get this .. Music ! LOL ~ u can go to this site http://www.sabah.net.my/arif/tawaran.htm . got the info there . anyway, im going to do some facebook-ing now .. i miss my Society Pet game ! tataa .. tehee !![nigahiga style] ...
PMR's over . Friendships lost . I regret nothing . inspired and realized by Natasha K
0 comments Posted by DeanLuphTheSky =) at 12:22 PMHey bloggie ! today's the last day of PMR & i'm freakin happy cuz i can do anything i want now .. sleep till my head explode , play comp till my eyes get blind , sms till my fingers swell & roam to malls till my feet bleed .. ! HAHAHA ! but aside from the good things, there is one little problem that ruins my day today . u know what i mean .. "them" .. seriously, i can't get it out of my head . i'm not feeling myself today . i love that i hate the fact that they don't care cuz i found out one thing now . they don't care & underappreciate me . what i'm doing to them now is like a simple test . it goes like this, i'm mad & frustrated in them[not acting] so i ignore them . If they "really" care, they'd be like "what's wrong with u Dean?? sorry aa if we did something wrong .." or "Dean .. sorry aa .. are u mad at us ?" . but i prefer if they say "knpa kw lain sudah sma kmi? kw ada probs dgn kmi ka ? sorry ..". YES !!! they should ask that KEY question to me !! ask if i have any problems with them . but INSTEAD , they IGNORE me and are dragging EVERYBODY TO THEM . it's like they're ruining my friendship with everyone else .. let's be clear cuz i don't want anyone to be misunderstood . "Them" are Ap & Jov . "Everybody else" are charm & some people . Even charm doesn't talk to me anymore . THANKS A LOT AP & BUNY !!!! U GUYS ARE THE BEST FRIENDS A PERSON COULD EVER HAVE !! a message to charm , it's fine if u don't want to talk to me anymore . i accept if it's bcuz i did sumthing wrong to u all this time cuz i know i did . i hurted u & treated u like hell . i'm truly sorry . but, if the reason for ur attitude towards me is bcuz u r on THEIR side , i can't accept & i'm furiously dissapointed in u . ur supposed to know me more than anyone else . u know that i won't create such attitude if sumthing's not wrong . but sumthing is & why can't u understand .. it's always me that must stick to u from behind even though i know u prefer to be friends with somebody else . i'm letting u go so here's ur chance to ditch me . do it right now . i was this person that follows u bcuz i don't have friends that understands me like u do . but u know what i feel , u didn't truly listen to me when i had sumthing to tell .. i'm sorry if ur bored or anything but when u had probs , i tried the best i could to help u . guess we're not as close as i THOUGHT we are . thank u for making me realize that .. sorry . Ap , i know ur a nice person & i'm not as good or smart as u are but at times u hurt me so bad that u couldn't see it . i hate ur attitude .. the way u grab attention from others just to find friends regardless if they were talking to me . i don't wanna be the one who puts all my anger deep in the heart's core just so U CAN BE HAPPY [while i'm aching] . i tried the best to keep it hush hush but i reached my limit . i had enough of it . Buny, eventhough we're close before, u always leave me behind . ur talking to somebody else and i'm ignored . ur walking with somebody else and i'm left all alone . ap & u are too social . u have too many friends but not many hearts enough to APPRECIATE THEM ALL . i guess i'm just a fruitcake at the back while u go make friends with cupcakes . i hate the feeling of loneliness . it's like i'm ur back up friend or sumthing . I holded on with u guys since LAST YEAR . i stuck to all of u bcuz i refused to give up . i know that someday i'll find a place . i'll feel belonged in the group & not just a naive new kid .. but f**k that . they're all bullshit things to hope for . i tried to make things right but when it do, it goes wrong for me .. i felt HELL STUPID !!!! i hope u'll all stick with ur new clique[yg kmu2 lha] & don't treat them like me . learn ur mistakes cuz i'm learning now . it's better to have one good loyal friend[Natasha K] than have hundreds but none really cares about u . i'm trying hard to convince myself that . HAVE A HAPPY LIFE & don't give a damn about me . just go on with ur ego pride than putting some effort to try to solve it . i still feel like i'm a new kid cuz i still don't wholly adapt myself to these changes, new atmosphere & yes , friends . but doesn't matter . i'll be out of that school next year anyway . i can find other people who appreciate me better than u guys . all i ever want is friends that i can count on in times of sorrow & will always hold on to me like sisters , not just happy moments when we're all having fun. we won't have fun all the time . that is the real world , that's LIFE ! . is that too much too ask ? even one person is enough but none did such things. we're happy together so we're bestfriends .. but when we're mad at each other we're enemies. i don't want that but u pushed me & pushed me again . i had to walk away . i refuse to be frustrated & i'm tired of pretending fine . i DESERVED better than that .. i know it . how i miss u Farah .. eventhough we live & school at places far from each other . ur the closest person to me till now . i hope our dream of going to the same school together again would come true . if not , i know we'll hold on to each other no matter what cuz we're bestfriends till the end . from the 5th grade until now , thanks for sticking with me through thick & thin . farewell ~
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
I'm writing dz post not bcuz I want to sabotage anybody or anything . It's just something that has been on my mind for quite a while & it truly makes me upset .. sy call dz person as J[not real name] . I hate u . yes , i'm not scared to tell u that . i'm really dissapointed in you . u wanna know what I think ? ur the cause that makes our group hancur ,. kw mmg lha kn .. x pndai mw jga prasaan org len . kw sdar ka yg some ppl mrh sma kw bcuz of ur attitude ? klw kw sua tw org mrh sma kw , why don't u put some effort mw tnya pa probs org len sma kw . the word "sorry" pn x pnh kluar dri mulut kw . klw ya pn mmg x ikhlas sbb kw TIDAK tw pa slh kw actually . men hntam ja ckp . I noe lha jg yg sy ne x lha sebaik kw but 8 least sy x pura2 dpn org len about myself . why do u have to ruin everything ? i hate the fact that u always want to get attention . sudah lha gaya tuh mcm perampas . bkn lha sy mw halang org len bkwan sma kw but lbih2 btul bh kw ne .. mcm xleh share2 bh trus .. kw ambil lha dya lw gtu .. bodoh btl lha mw berebut kwn ne . so childish . kw ne kurang perhatian ka r? x ckup lg dya kw mw kbas , skg my friend pnya kwn pn tkna umpan kw sua ..mkin lma mkin dkat . u noe what I think ? u never appreciate the people around u .kw tw ka yg kw wat sy mcm sampah ?! bcuz of u , my ex-bestfriend pn treat sy mcm SAMPAH . yes , i use the word "ex" bcuz mmg bekas pn . kn kw sua tarik dya p tmpt kw . whenever I talk to her , u always interrupt even bnda tuh lngsung kw xtw .. and i'm nice enough to lyn ur karenah. BUT , then u will slowly drag her away spya sy yg xkna lyn . itulah yg sy rsa lw kw mw tw .. bla kmu bckp , ktwa2 , bsg2 sna sy kc biar ja .. sudah lah kta dduk 1 row .. sy tpksa tahan tuh suma . bkn mw lyn org trus lg tuh . p maty lha .. fed up sua sy . ntah npa org x nmpk perangai kw . but some ppl do , tht's why i stick with them . when i'm with them i feel appreciated although not very close . but with the both of u sy rsa mcm sy lha org yg plg invisible d dunia . truly ego ow u . sbb kw malu kna kc kuyak ja ,kw x mw settle probs kw ngn c A dgn the simple word "sorry" . I bet kw xtw pn slh kw sma dya kn ? psl sy kw jgn lha ambil pduli cuz i'm nothing jg kn to u . our group name means nothing to u . asal kw jmpa kwn bru , ur old friends trus kna kc tgl . we feel that . i just hope someday kw realise yg kw akan lose friendship with others bcuz of ur attitude . before evrything's too late ,u better apologise . i'm tired of feeling like this . so exhausted sua ...
Saturday, July 4, 2009
urm . so stress out lately . mcm mw pcah ja ney kpala .. its bad enuf tht PMR is getting closer , da ley probs len . 1st of all .. it sux tht my parents kip on lecturing me bout it . i'm doing a very bad tym trying to force myself study . tht is a MAJOR problem . im so sick of school . sometimes i juz wna end it & drop out but i couldn't . i don't have enuf heart to do it . i have dreams & i have goals .. but they're so far away . i used to be so sure about my life & so enthusiastic bout it but now .. it's not as clear as it used . i couldn't see it . i can't even breathe its air . i hate tht im growing up & life's getting hard on me . it's pushing me beyond my limit . my luck hits me lyk a trainwreck evrytym . the air i'm breathing in suffocates me . the worst part is , eventho i'm growing up , i didn't learn anythng . teenage life is so confusing . i remember the tym i was just a lil kid , evrythng seems easy . i miss those moments . tht age . i don't know who i am anymore .. i can't find myself . i feel so left out in ths life . i'm not doing a gud job adapting myself to move on . the past is haunting me . it's not about lil thngs such as pmr . it's the big picture with confusing details . it's LIFE ! at times i just wna drown myself in the bath tub . i'm losing my sense of humour & it seems harder to laugh . i pretend i'm ok but i'm really not . evryone around me thinks i'm a healthy-minded person but i'm really sick inside . i laugh when time gets hard & i cry when it got worst . i'm going crazy really . i never thought i'd say all of those things above . negativity got the best of me . school's getting sux by the day . life is hitting me harder & harder . help me to end ths . the only person i can count on is myself . truly .. i'm losing my senses . i'm not exaggerating thngs . i'm speaking directly straight from my very heart . where's the passion i had about life & chasing after dreams ? i'll tell u where it has gone , the blackhole accross the galaxy . a place where anythng couldn't be recovered . why do i have to pretend tht i'm perfectly fine in front of evry1 else ? home , school , tuition , when i'm with ppl .. why ? it's so hard to express myself . nobody cares & i just know it . i mean , why should they . surely they won't want a problematic person like me in their life . everybody's better off without me . i feel so insecure getting close with ppl & they don't even know it . a gud thng . i don't wna hurt their feelings . i'm an annoying person cuz thts the way i express myself when i'm really depressed . why can't some ppl see tht i'm depressed . i just wnt some ppl to pay attention to me for a lil bit so i won't feel lyk i'm invisible .. all i really need now is to find myself before it's too late .
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I was so scared , tht I kicked tht woman's butt .
2 comments Posted by DeanLuphTheSky =) at 10:15 PMHey peeps . ! Wt a day ! I didnt shop anythng 2day but we went to the Sunway Lagoon . Dz is the 2nd tym I went thre . A lot has chnged . Okay , u must be curious to know why I kicked a woman's butt . Hear out my story . At Sunway , there's dz new attraction called Scream Park . By the name , u cud tell tht it's somethng related to ghosts & ghouls or yg sewaktu dgn nya ..hhe . In short ? It's a haunted house . Got 4 different type of horror adventures . So at first , My dad , bros n me went for it . My mum cudn't get in cuz there's nobody to watch my lil bro . As soon as we get in , there's dz freakin zombie chasing after us lyk maniac . [SO SHYT !]luckily thre r sum other peeps . But we didnt even mke it halfway cuz I ws terrified lyk hell ! so we all went out . The 2nd tym ? I ws wif my mum n bro . Ini lg lha , bru entrance cabut lari trus cm org gla . I knew tht my mum ws scared but she refused to admit . HAHA ! lg pn , our partners suma children below 12 . GILA KA ? ofcoz lha lari , mnada adal llk gentleman macho sna . So tpksa lha kmi p tmpt len dlu .[smntara mnunggu partners yg berani mngalahkan sasuke ] wkakaa .. We got to visit the Wildlife Park , Extreme Park , Water park & Amusement Park . But the Scream Park gotta wait ! Around 5.15pm , we all finished roaming all the area except fer "tht" . As we were all walking toward the it , I cnt help feeling horrified oh-so-terribly !But I'm also ecxcited & eager of wt I will experience inside . ooooh . LOL . The third tym we went inside[me,bro,mom] we managed to go much far . At the 2nd adventure , thre is dz ghosts fooling around , haunting us . One of the ghost touched me so pa lg .. I kicked her butt real hard ! She ws asking hu kicked her so I confessed but it ws an 'accident' . So sorry !!! I tot she ws one of the visitors in our group untill she screamed "DON'T TOUCH !" real loud ! & wen I saw her face a lil bit . She ws the ghost hu messed wif me d whole tym [serves u ryt] . Naa .. bru tw . Dun mess wif Dean . Hho ! Anyway , we made it thru [thx to dz gentleman brave enuf to lead us ! THX !] & it wsnt tht scary really . Only the 1st adventure jak mcm taek mw blagak . siot . As we went deeper , the less scary they got .Thank U God . hhu . If not , i'll pee fer sure . Stupidoooo .. We made it ! Wt a relief . Then fer the 4th tym we went for it again . But dz tym they're my bros, dad & me . Halfway thru it , 1 of my bro got so freaked tht at the Terror Tunnel , my bro RAN OUT LYK CHICKEN crying fer mummy . Tht didnt managed to mke us all went out though .. So we got thru all the adventures again . Yay .. LOL . After tht , we went home cuz it's closing . THE END . bye2 !
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
It's been a long tym ody i didnt blog any thing . Stupid stuff kept me busy plus d comp sot2 so i cudn't on9 fer a while . i think dz is d last blog im gonna post at the moment . When d stupido laptop is fixed , my fingers will be oh-so-butter-smooth on the keyboard . haha ! Darn viruses . I forgot to update tht Avira anti-virus thngy n next thng i noe , d comp is in its black out mode . Anyway , ryt now im 8 Bukit Bintang , KL . Just hving a marvellous tym shopping . That is my favourite past tym lyk foEva ! I dun even mind if my legs r cramped . A shopaholic gotta do what she's destined to do . LOL ! Today is such a splendid day . I got to buy lotsa stuff . i I exceptionally love the new pair of jeans I bought ! It's so comfy . Quite pricy but it's soooo worth it . I also bought dz cool Skecher shoes at MidValley . Its pink coloured ! 5 hours browsing at tht mall ws worth it cuz i bought so many stuff . Then juz now [8pm-10pm] we roam around the Bintang Walk . So many stuff there but i didnt buy anythng cuz nothng caught my eyes . But still, it's fun to see a lot of ppl thre doing whatever . hhe ! urm . Still , i duno wt to buy fer my frens . Tym is running out so i betta figure it out soon ! Nway , fortunately dz hotel got wifi & personal comp in each room . If not , i duno wer to online . Oh ya ! Did i mention hw much i miss my frens ? gosh . haha ! LOL . OMG ! I gotta go fer now so i'll online again later peeps . Such a tiring day . So much fun though . BUHBYE ! :D
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Yoa ! U know .. I've been thinking just now . Why do most Sabahan didn't support Malaysia's local artists . I'm not saying that there's none but it's quite countable . Some local artists are WAY better than those at Hollywood u know . It's just us that couldn't see the truth . I honestly believe that although I'm more into English artists , but I still love local musicians && actors . for an instant , I like Lisa Surihani 'cause she's such a tremendous actress . She's gorgeous too & I think she's better than Miranda Cosgrove[truthfully] . Just because Miranda's international doesn't mean she's better . Malaysia's a humble country . That's just the way I like it . How about Yuna ? She writes her own songs . I personally love "Dan Sebenarnya" && some other songs[check it all out in Youtube] . I think she's Malaysia's own Taylor Swift . And Bunkface ? they're cool enough . I like the song "Revolusi" . So why can't we support our Local Music just as much as International Music ? Don't discriminate the locals . At least our locals never let out a song that has nasty & insulting lyrics in it . They still respect our culture ! Try listening to International Artist such as Kanye West, Eminem, Britney Spears && others . Some songs are not suppose to be heard by youngsters . Music has BIG influence on ppl u know . Now let me give u a piece of my mind about movies . Locals ? Not too much 18++[SG,,R & etc] such as KL Drift, Gangster, Rempit & etc . Still has moral values & absolutely minimal nasty scenes . International ? Try watching Scary Movie[1,2,3,4],American Pie & Not Another Teen Movie . Tell me what do u see ? Nudity here & there . A disgrace ? yeah , I think so . I'm not saying that Local is better than International . I'm saying that both are just the same . The difference is , the motives . Some are in it for the money , some are in it for the love of the industry && some are just used . Walau apa2 pun . Local && International ? They're the same . I just love music & movies . Fyi, it's all up to u . Totally ! :p
p/s: SUPPORT OUR LOCAL ARTISTS JUST AS MUCH INTERNATIONAL ONES !
2009 ? a BIG exam to sit . gla eh . mcm bru ystrday msuk alam persekolahan menengah . LOL . PmrPmrPmr . Why do ppl keep on reminding me ? It's not like I forget all about it . I just couldn't stand the pressure ! PRESSURE I tell u ! . D'oh . What a suckishly crappy year . Still looking forward on what'll happen in the future . Targetting straight A's is piece of cake . Taking action on reaching it ? like digesting a ROCK ! How am I supposed to study if my environment is not giving me any motivation . I just play && play all the time . Influenced by the way I live my life . It's hard for me to change now . It's not that I'm totally in love with myself now , it's just that .. old habits die hard . It's like a stink in your feet that won't go away[copied from Bedtime Stories movie] . It'll ALWAYS be there . Recently, I failed MATHS on the First Test[only got 1 A] . But on the Second Test , I'm proud to say that I showed some improvement in my studies[3 A's] . I PASSED ! So happy . It's a major thing that I focus on my studies right now 'cause I'm having the Semester 1 Exam now . Maths is like a thing that I can't solve . It's hard to figure it out u know . My brain is in pain ! I'm lame . I know . Well, I can't lose hope now . It's my DREAM to be able to attend the MRSM . So pray for me will ya ! Dean Pinguu is one of the PMR candidates of 2009 ~ ! Ciao ! :D
Gosh ! so dissapointed . Danny Gokey didn't mde it to the American Idol finale this wednesday . He has a BEAUTIFUL && HEART-WARMING voice ! so beautiful . He's adorable ! Love him so much ! It isn't fair . How come Adam got to perform at the finale . I mean , the judges ALL thought he's "GREAT"[knu] enough to be a performer . He doesn't need that chance on A.I . Why can't he just left the competition & go get a singing deal . Adam Lambert CRUSHED Danny's dream to sing . Poor Danny was just doing all that for his late wife, Sophia . [awwww] . But I'm positively sure that he's gonna be a singer anyway . But him , leaving the competition was just not right . Americans ! what were u thinking ? If only I could vote online . Too bad only America could vote . hhu . Kris , ur my only hope ! Don't let me down . Beat that gay[seriously] Adam Lambert . He has the most irritating sound EVER !n Sreaming like a vampire victim . Stupid . Kris Allen's gonna win ! I just know it ! [well, I hope so !] . Just don't let Lambert win Season 8 . Danny Gokey ! Ur always in my heart . Luph yah !
Thursday, May 14, 2009
yuhOo peeps ! A new blogger right here . I used to have one but .. doesn't matter . Anyway, I'm Deanna Amira but ur cool enough to call me Dean[say dee-yan] . I hate when ppl pronounce it as "din" . what am I ? a boy ? LOL . I'm 14 going on 15 btw . 11th of November is a very special date 'cause it's my BIRTHDAY ! . I'm currently schooling at SM Stella Maris, Tg Aru . My old school is SMK Saint Francis Xavier . Don't really missed it [D'oh !] . a big HA-HA . LOL . Green+Brown+Purple=Favourite colours of mine ! I eat && snooze much . I am CHUBBY[fat] && I'm not ashamed ppl ! I LOVE who I am but not too much . Besties ? My oldest & first one is Farah Nur Amalina[my twin !], Charmaine, Natasha,Ellisa && Ann . I have passion in music, life, colours, animals, jokes, fashion, TV[im a teen . duhh] && so much more . Ya'll ask me later. Single but 24/7 unavailable . whatevvaaaa .. haha ! Luph my family . Right ! I have 4 siblings . 3 lil bros . I'm an only daughter but I'm not spoilt ok ! Aggressive && feminine r both me . It's like I have 2 personalities but I ain't Hannah Montana . Laughing is my thing & my I.Q is on a scale of 6 out of 10 . Personality rate ? 8 out of 10 ! I rated 8 because I'm not afraid of showing my true nature . A shy & low self-esteemed girl . What else huh ? Oh yeah ! Scorpio is my starsign which means I'm quite possessive but still nice at times . I am UNPREDICTABLE . I may seem innocent on the outside, but inside I hold something called a devilish manner . so BEWARE! haha ! True enough but I ain't that bad . I got something that can make be classified as human . what is it ? It's a H.E.A.R.T . See ? I'm just like the rest of u out there . Currently finding myself . I had created it but somehow it got lost . LOL ! =D . But only a half of it ! My religion is Islam . I love it so much . I praised Allah for making me a Muslim . [Thank U God] . Lastly[not really], I'm just a girl on a mission right now ! For now , I'm targetting straight A's for PMR . Yes children , I am a PMR Candidate09 ! =D .
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