Stars & Raindrops

Hey peeps ! woaa .. it's been a long time isn't it ? missed my blog oh so much but i'm sort of busy & lazy to write .. i just got the mood . hahaha . anyway , hollies are almost over .. not in a few weeks but yes it's almost over . i thought about dieting before but i'm too lazy to even plan one . i mean c'mon .. who can resist food especially when ur mom cooks a lot . and it's not good to waste food ! hahahhaha ! LOL . i gained 3kg during the hollies & i'm freaking out . maybe i should just eat nestum for the whole month so i could lose a lot of weight but it's pointless anyway cuz there's always the 'yoyo effect' . that means that whatever u lose .. u gain back . stupid . i've been fat for almost 3 years now . & u know what .. i'm overweight . i'm not dealing with it quite right but i'm still freakin trying . hahha . when i was 12, i weighted 36kg .. i'm almost a bone . then when i was in form 1 , it's 45kg . form 2 ? it's 55kg . i gained 10kg each year !! how INSANE is that ?????!!! form 3 ??? count lha .. mad isn't it ??? u know .. this scares me .. the weight i'm gaining & writing this post down .. gosh .. i'm dead serious . what if one day i wake up & i barely can move my body . what a horrifying thought ! i'm gonna start dieting tomorrow . burn up the fats & lose some weight .. tataa rice & meat , hello oat meals & veges .. but i'm not gonna be anorexic or bulimic .. that's just crazy . hahaha ! i'll stop my diet if i reach 50kg . hahaha . my mom's weight .. anyway . i was thinking about cutting my hair short but i don't know .. i wanna grow my hair really long like Taylor's hair but I wanna try something different . experimenting with cute bobs .. i really can't decide .. i miss long hair . my current hair is medium length .. it's not sleek straight . more like wavy straight but i love it .. i think i'm never going to re-bond my hair cuz i don't want to lose the natural waves & messy qualities of it . coloring hair is something that is impossible for me to do . one tip i always do after i wash my hair is combing my hair using only my fingertips . when it's dry , the waves & messy qualities kick in . exactly what i aim for . haahaha . LOL . & guess what .. if i really want a straight-straight hair .. i'll blow dry it using only fingertips instead of a comb .. it works way better & more natural than using the hair straightener . oh yeah ! i don't use the flat & straight comb . i'd prefer the round one .. it's great for wavy hair .. haha .. my dream hair is Taylor's hair . not the color just the cut . Kristen's hair is sort of cool in its own way~ in class i like to analyze ppl's hair but they just don't realize .. hehe . personally, i like my friends Ap & Aj's hair .. well Ap for the smoothness of course & Aj for the length & thickness .. luscious . hahaha . If u happen to know them , pls shut up . hahahaha ! anyway , i've got to go .. checking my Facebook . so catch u later bloggie ! :D