Tuesday, October 27, 2009
g'day world ! i didn't go to school today bcuz i ate something that my bro cooked last night & it's driving my tummy crazy . HELL ! anyway .. not many people know this but i am a compulsive crap writer .. well what i write r not totally craps[some of them , yes] .. they're just some lyrics , poetries , stories & etc [oh yah ! & also a crappy blogger] .. i like to use the word 'crappy' a lot don't i ? .. i started to have this writing 'habit' since i was 12 . probably bcuz i was getting mature & lots of things revolved around my life at the moment so i thought writing craps are the best way to express what i feel . the habit grew & grew more back then .. & is growing until now .. but lately i've been ignoring the notebooks . the main reason is bcuz i blog a lot lately .. see ? if not on papers , it'll be on the comp . LOL . i'm embarassed to let ppl read them but i've let some of my close friends read them . i think[& know] they thought the words were some squirrelshit . hahahha ! cuz i think they are too !:D maybe someday i'll even post a couple of lyrics on my bloggie .. ^^ [& please don't gimme harsh comments cuz i know they're already bad so just keep ur mouth shut] .. but there's no harm in getting to know what ppl think about them . i'm just curious ... gv me some feedbacks if u think it's 'ok' . haha . just not now .. i'm not quite ready . LOL . ahhh .. i hate school so much right now ! it's boring & i hv nothing to do in the class .. probably bcuz i still haven't work things out with some ppl quite yet . hee ~ so i'm kinda lonely but i don't care much anymore . i'm moving to Maktab Sabah with my bestie Farah ! yayyay !! literally , Maktab Sabah is my 2nd choice after my 'dream' school bcuz i get to school with my bestie ! .. my dad said that my dream school is just a poser school . a school for lazy ppl who don't wanna work things out by themselves & think that money can buy education .. even my current school's achievements r higher than the school[impossible right ? regular school beats private school] . Stella Maris is a good school but i don't like it . never did . the atmosphere is just not right for me . i've tried , believe me i have TRIED to cope but it was all just a false pretend . ppl bought it that i fit in .. but the fact is i don't . every single day i forced myself to school convincing that 2moro's gonna be better .well it doesn't . it's gotten worse & worse . ahhh .. love it hate it , ur choice but i'll go for hate . ^^ .. i haven't shower yet so i'll be out for now . bye bloggie !
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