Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Hey bloggie . and not forgetting , HELLO world ! first let me write the MOST important thing i need to figure out right now . which stream i'm gonna get into . ok , so 'social science stream' is UNavailable . sucky OH ! no school offers that stream .. that web i checked out must be a bluff . sot . one day , i was at the counseling room with a group of friends bcuz Mrs. Li[school's counselor] asked us to re-arrange , re-decorate & clean the room . it looked like HELL !! seriously , i'm not exaggerating . phew ! what a day it was ! actually i didn't quite helped out with the cleaning . all i did was stood there talking .. PMR's over so what do i care *sigh* . meanwhile , i got the chance to ask the teacher about form 4 streams .. she then told me that if i wanted to be a lawyer , the most accurate choice for me is the Arts & Literature Stream .. then i said "isn't it Science stream ? " , she said " well u can pick that one too but u'll be learning something that is not in your career field & remember , Literature & History r very important . they don't really care about science .. just the basic " & she went on and on and on . she's right though . why would i choose stream that is not right for me ? i know my limit ok . i can't cope with add maths . it's too hard . i'm gonna crash my head . Anyway, i'm thinking about moving school . if that can happen[pray pray !] . i'm the kind of person who gets easily bored by an environment so i want to switch views for a change . who knows , there's much more possibilities for me out there . to learn is to travel . HAHA ! but i don't know what school is the best for my stream yet . i just hope i wouldn't be a total major loser. almost is quite acceptable though ! . LOL !
Okay , moving on ! second is about my getting-suckish-by-the-day social life . you know that i'm in a difficult situation ryt now . today[19/10] i went to school . ignoring them as always . Nat was absent so i was left alone this time & suprisingly , for the first time in my life i felt being alone was ... comforting ! i don't know why but it's like i can't feel anything today . & no i'm not taking drugs except for paracetamol [if u call that a kind of drug]. i guess that's what ppl call growing up or something like that . i was calm & collected .. it seemed like everything is starting to fall into places again . from 1st period until recess , i was completely lonely although there are ppl beside me .. so i decided to read this really captivating book from a friend . it's called 'Bounce' by Natasha Friend[not my friend, Natasha K. alright] . then after recess Mal , started to talk to me about her friendship worries & bunny joined . that's the moment where we started to mingle with each other again . & now i can finally befriends her again bcuz she settled things up with Nat . after that it was the both of us only . i decided to talk to her about my problems , about what i felt all this time & she did too . we really opened up to each other & i was glad that we're fine . but there r still things to solve with other ppl . now that's left is charm & ping pong .. 2mro i'm gonna talk to charm .. i found out that she ignored me cuz she thinks i was ignoring her . i was really giving her space though & wasn't she's on ping pong's side all this time . oh yah ! now i remember , i was chit chatting with mal when suddenly c ping pong tried to drag her away from me again . that idiot ! she thinks i don't realize that .?! while we talked , all of a sudden she asked why i was quite isolated lately . IS she BLIND ?? wth ? i am mad at you fool ! i know that she only said that bcuz she wanted somenone to give attention to her since mal was paying attention to me at the moment . friend snatcher !! stupid . i swear that i won't forgive her .. not until she admits her wrongs , says sorry to nat & not to repeat her mistakes over & over again like she always did before . i'm sick of her attitude . i'm growing up & seems lke she's having a hard time doing so . she's very dependent to ppl . well i won't be one anymore cuz in the end .. trust me on this .. the ONLY person u can count on is yourself . friends come & go but independent is immortal baby . LOL ! i'm crapping ryt ? btw , i gotta go . so sleepy already . gudnight bloggie . i promise to visit u again 2mro ! :D
Okay , moving on ! second is about my getting-suckish-by-the-day social life . you know that i'm in a difficult situation ryt now . today[19/10] i went to school . ignoring them as always . Nat was absent so i was left alone this time & suprisingly , for the first time in my life i felt being alone was ... comforting ! i don't know why but it's like i can't feel anything today . & no i'm not taking drugs except for paracetamol [if u call that a kind of drug]. i guess that's what ppl call growing up or something like that . i was calm & collected .. it seemed like everything is starting to fall into places again . from 1st period until recess , i was completely lonely although there are ppl beside me .. so i decided to read this really captivating book from a friend . it's called 'Bounce' by Natasha Friend[not my friend, Natasha K. alright] . then after recess Mal , started to talk to me about her friendship worries & bunny joined . that's the moment where we started to mingle with each other again . & now i can finally befriends her again bcuz she settled things up with Nat . after that it was the both of us only . i decided to talk to her about my problems , about what i felt all this time & she did too . we really opened up to each other & i was glad that we're fine . but there r still things to solve with other ppl . now that's left is charm & ping pong .. 2mro i'm gonna talk to charm .. i found out that she ignored me cuz she thinks i was ignoring her . i was really giving her space though & wasn't she's on ping pong's side all this time . oh yah ! now i remember , i was chit chatting with mal when suddenly c ping pong tried to drag her away from me again . that idiot ! she thinks i don't realize that .?! while we talked , all of a sudden she asked why i was quite isolated lately . IS she BLIND ?? wth ? i am mad at you fool ! i know that she only said that bcuz she wanted somenone to give attention to her since mal was paying attention to me at the moment . friend snatcher !! stupid . i swear that i won't forgive her .. not until she admits her wrongs , says sorry to nat & not to repeat her mistakes over & over again like she always did before . i'm sick of her attitude . i'm growing up & seems lke she's having a hard time doing so . she's very dependent to ppl . well i won't be one anymore cuz in the end .. trust me on this .. the ONLY person u can count on is yourself . friends come & go but independent is immortal baby . LOL ! i'm crapping ryt ? btw , i gotta go . so sleepy already . gudnight bloggie . i promise to visit u again 2mro ! :D
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