Tuesday, October 13, 2009
hey bloggie ! it's 5 mins to 9pm & i'm terribly bored so i decide to visit u once again . aahhh .. finally i can actively write crappy posts on my blog . so PMR's over already & i'm having one of those times where i have to choose between life & death .. LOL ! [over reacting] . =D . it's not really about it actually , i'm just testing my knowledge in metaphores .. hahaha ! anyway, 
it's about what stream i'm going to enter . don't really know actually cuz my ambition changes A LOT ! at first i wanted to an animal saviour such as vet, wildlife biologist & the like but since i know that i'm stupid ... i changed it. seriously, c'mon .. i suck in maths . then it has additional maths too ? my life is gonna be over . T_T . i changed my ambition into a culinary chef or a baker cuz that's the next thing i love .. but i'm having 2nd thoughts to take or to not take it .. cuz u know .. a career like that is not so ever lasting .. u have to take many risks but even that doesn't assure if ur gonna succeed or not . see .. it's a not so convincing job & the pay is kind of low .. HAHA ! i refuse to be a malaysian culinary chef ! =D LOL ~ .. anyway, the real reason why i don't even want that anymore is bcuz of my dad .. he said it's not that vocational's a bad stream but in the future it'll leave u with nothing .. empty pockets .. huhhhh . he's right . i need to get real ! he opted for lawyer .. u know , the kind of job that defends rights & so but if somebody's not happy with u , BANG BANG ! goes the bullet & into ur head .. or heart .. or kidney but that's not the point .. hmmm.. when he told me that i should be one bcuz he doesn't want my english language to be wasted .. i get to thinking .. he's right . why should i go for streams that have subjects which i'm terrible at . i'm not saying that i'm excellent in english . i still have things to learn & i make grammar ERRORS but .. it is my best subject. and who cares a damn about somebody being good in english . it's so common nowadays ! .but c'mon .. lawyer ? defending human & etc rights .. ? even my rights r buried at the bottom of the sea .. how can i really convince someone else that they can trust me ?? @_@ . HAHAHAHA ! stupid . but it is the best choice for me , YET ~ . if i go for science stream , i really suck in maths . the worst of it all is it has additional maths too ! how the hell am i going to cope with that . urrgghhhh ....... then vocational stream ? i might as well say that i have no future .! culinary & bakery are tempting but tourism ? beauty subject & all that .i DON'T want that . eeeww .. haih .. it's all my fault . if i work harder on my PMR none of this would happen . a message to all of u youngsters out there . do well in ur PMR & u'll get a bright future . cuz my future is flickering like a broken bulb or something .. hmm .. i think social science stream[my current school doesn't have this one so i'm moving away & i want to get into a boarding school] is the best for me . it ain't got no add maths or effective subjects like biology, physics , chemistry .. it has about 8 subject excluding PJK .. the core subjects are BM, BI, Maths[basic], science[basic], sejarah & yes PJK . the effective subjects are PSV & Tasawwur Islam[this is really good] . see .. it ain't that hard . the stream is specialized for people interested in History, Psychology, Law, Language, Literature & get this .. Music ! LOL ~ u can go to this site http://www.sabah.net.my/arif/tawaran.htm . got the info there . anyway, im going to do some facebook-ing now .. i miss my Society Pet game ! tataa .. tehee !![nigahiga style]
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it's about what stream i'm going to enter . don't really know actually cuz my ambition changes A LOT ! at first i wanted to an animal saviour such as vet, wildlife biologist & the like but since i know that i'm stupid ... i changed it. seriously, c'mon .. i suck in maths . then it has additional maths too ? my life is gonna be over . T_T . i changed my ambition into a culinary chef or a baker cuz that's the next thing i love .. but i'm having 2nd thoughts to take or to not take it .. cuz u know .. a career like that is not so ever lasting .. u have to take many risks but even that doesn't assure if ur gonna succeed or not . see .. it's a not so convincing job & the pay is kind of low .. HAHA ! i refuse to be a malaysian culinary chef ! =D LOL ~ .. anyway, the real reason why i don't even want that anymore is bcuz of my dad .. he said it's not that vocational's a bad stream but in the future it'll leave u with nothing .. empty pockets .. huhhhh . he's right . i need to get real ! he opted for lawyer .. u know , the kind of job that defends rights & so but if somebody's not happy with u , BANG BANG ! goes the bullet & into ur head .. or heart .. or kidney but that's not the point .. hmmm.. when he told me that i should be one bcuz he doesn't want my english language to be wasted .. i get to thinking .. he's right . why should i go for streams that have subjects which i'm terrible at . i'm not saying that i'm excellent in english . i still have things to learn & i make grammar ERRORS but .. it is my best subject. and who cares a damn about somebody being good in english . it's so common nowadays ! .but c'mon .. lawyer ? defending human & etc rights .. ? even my rights r buried at the bottom of the sea .. how can i really convince someone else that they can trust me ?? @_@ . HAHAHAHA ! stupid . but it is the best choice for me , YET ~ . if i go for science stream , i really suck in maths . the worst of it all is it has additional maths too ! how the hell am i going to cope with that . urrgghhhh ....... then vocational stream ? i might as well say that i have no future .! culinary & bakery are tempting but tourism ? beauty subject & all that .i DON'T want that . eeeww .. haih .. it's all my fault . if i work harder on my PMR none of this would happen . a message to all of u youngsters out there . do well in ur PMR & u'll get a bright future . cuz my future is flickering like a broken bulb or something .. hmm .. i think social science stream[my current school doesn't have this one so i'm moving away & i want to get into a boarding school] is the best for me . it ain't got no add maths or effective subjects like biology, physics , chemistry .. it has about 8 subject excluding PJK .. the core subjects are BM, BI, Maths[basic], science[basic], sejarah & yes PJK . the effective subjects are PSV & Tasawwur Islam[this is really good] . see .. it ain't that hard . the stream is specialized for people interested in History, Psychology, Law, Language, Literature & get this .. Music ! LOL ~ u can go to this site http://www.sabah.net.my/arif/tawaran.htm . got the info there . anyway, im going to do some facebook-ing now .. i miss my Society Pet game ! tataa .. tehee !![nigahiga style] ...
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typo error : "i want to be an animal saviour"
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